I hate myself for being too softhearted. People will eventually take me for granted and make me feel less appreciated. I hate that I am a very forgiving person. Sometimes, I would forgive people who didn't even apologize to me. I hate it when people take advantage of all the kindness that I show them. It makes me feel so vulnerable.
Sometimes, I just wish I had a cold heart. I wish I never cared too much and never forgave too easily. The more that I forgive people who hurt me, the more that I become vulnerable. I want to be strong enough to walk away from all the people who torture my heart. And I want to be strong enough to protect myself from anything that could hurt me again.
I hate myself for being a softhearted person. Everybody thinks that everything is just okay for me, even after they hurt me.
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