I want to say sorry

 I want to say sorry if there are days when I seem distant, if it feels like I’m not the same person you know. 

There are moments when I just need space to sit with my thoughts and face the parts of me that feel broken. It’s not easy admitting that I’m struggling, that I don’t always have the strength to show up for everyone, but please know it’s never about you. I’m just trying to figure out how to keep going when I feel like I’m falling apart.

I’m not invincible. I feel the weight of everything too, and sometimes it leaves me weak and overwhelmed. But even on those days, I remind myself that it’s okay to pause, to let the cracks show, because that’s how I’ll heal. 

I’m learning that it’s not weakness to acknowledge my pain—it’s courage. And little by little, I know I’ll get stronger, not by pretending I’m fine, but by honoring every part of my journey.