What is my purpose in life 😕 🤔

I sometimes ask myself what my purpose in life is. I ask myself what I want to be or where I want to see myself in the future. I honestly feel a lot of pressure because seeing everybody else chasing their goals and living their own dreams makes me feel so disappointed with myself. I still can't figure out what I want to do with my life. Some people are busy working hard for the things that they want, while I am here, just trying to move with the flow of life. I still don't know how to make myself proud someday.

Sometimes, I can't help but to tell myself I'm worthless. I feel so jealous of those who are slowly achieving their dreams because I don't even know where I am headed on this journey. I wish I could also figure out soon what I want to become. I hope one day I will no longer need to work hard for something that I don't love. Even though I feel like the universe is leaving me behind, I still tell myself that maybe the right time will still come for me. Maybe at the right time, I will realize my passion or everything that I love to do to be successful in life. At least that's what I say to comfort myself— that it is okay to be stuck in this situation as long as I am patient. It is okay to feel delayed in success as long as I keep going. One day, I know that I will be alright. And maybe, at the right time and in God's favor, I will also live a life that is full of hopes and dreams.