No dearth of love

"I never could imagine myself hurting you because I love you still like insane 

Neither I ever did consciously nor I would ever do anything that might cause you pain ...

I have been loving your heart with so much attention that I couldn't know when my heart has hit the hard floor

With so much care I have been protecting your back that I couldn't know when I was thrown out of the door  ...

I couldn't know when you have decided for me to fall from your heart

I could never know when you have departed from my sight ripping my vision apart ...

After you left I did let go of my poetry that used to take care of your soul

Nowadays my poetry cuts like a knife as tiny shards of my heart it holds ...

These days I don't allow anyone to come near the walls that's been built freshly around me

My poetry is the writing on the wall like some sort of arcane graffiti ...

They are warnings for trespassers that climb my walls to get a glimpse of me

My self-loathing words bleed all over my face so that my tears none would see ...

This is my way of decorating myself stuck between four walls of this self made seclusion 

Neither I need anybody to show pity nor I need love or care from anyone as my life doesn't need any intrusion ...

I exist here with you and my poetry that's enough for me to be in love with your soul

I dare to love you  sitting amidst the ashes of your remnants that my poetry still dares to hold ...

If my words sound like I'm complaining I'm sorry, I've stopped caring anymore for anyone's sentiments 

I'm not blaming anyone and please don't blame me either when for me my feelings take precedence ...

With my bleeding heart in my palm I will keep on falling for you all through out the year

It's my heart and it's my whims that would decide how to love you forever ...

We are two parallel lines, running side by side now, attentively watching over each other

But atleast those mountains and oceans have given way now, to a distance that's much closer ...

Our stubborn souls never cared out of we two who's giving more or who's at the receiving end 

Now on I will be the only giver in love and you be the keeper for me that's godsend ...

And I won't care about the time of the day or the season of the year, no matter if I'm awake or asleep 

I will be loving you like insane, that too with the raw passion of my soul that always dives so deep ...

I will express my soul through my poetry, not caring about whether it soothes you or it cuts you like a knife 

I dare you, I will always be in love with you like a real man that knows how to love his beloved wife ...

God made your heart with utmost precision and then He decided for you he'd invent me

He knew only I would take care of your heart the way I do, because for His lock there's no duplicate key ..."